My struggles with myself started when I was a little girl. Most of my life I was ashamed of my body and afraid to be true to who I am. I spent a little over three decades trying to lose weight to fit the unrealistic expectations of myself and others. But it didn’t matter if I achieved my goal or not, or how much weight I lost, I never felt good enough. In every part of my life, I fought to prove that I was worthy of love and acceptance. Does it sound familiar?
I believed that the way I look defined my worth, and it was the only thing blocking me from having the relationship, friendships and success I desired. I wasn’t only disconnected from my truth but from others too, feeling empty and alone. Struggling, fighting, and being stressed was such a regular part of my life, that I never questioned it.
- I had no idea that I could feel good, have joy, harmony and a fulfilling life.
- I had no idea that I deserved to be loved just the way I am.
- I did not know that I could live without the struggle and that I had the right to have everything I dreamed of.
- I did not understand that the relationship I had with myself and my body was the root cause of my pain and it determined every single choice I made in my life.
I had to go through a complete emotional, physical and financial breakdown to end this battle. This was the turning point that helped me to find myself. Through emotional healing and spiritual awakening, I healed my relationship with myself & my body. Only when I learned to embrace every single part of who I am, did I become free to create the life I desired.
I am so grateful today for my “dark night” so I can help guide you on your healing journey.